Once again, I have a lot I want to write.

But for now...

...I think I may have made the wrong decision again. Maybe I should've stayed in Taiwan. Maybe I should've stayed in Palo Alto. I thought I'd come back to Berkeley to give some things a chance. But maybe in the end, that opportunity really didn't exist in the first place.

I'd never thought this would happen to me. And hopefully things don't turn out the same way as in the past. I don't really know what to do.

I hope I'm not being used. Because I'm really opening myself up here.

I guess we'll see.

Man, life is so complicated.