Wild Child

Tonight a friend dropped by our apartment while slightly intoxicated. He was hilarious. Last friday my roommate came back from a party somewhat inebriated. She was super cute and funny. Both of these people seemed so carefree and happy even though I'm sure both of them have tons of things to worry about in their life.

Seeing people like these being able to enjoy themselves once in a while makes me envious. Sometimes I wish I was able to enjoy the effects of alcohol. Sometimes I wish I could really just get drunk and be able to just not care about anything, even if it's just for a short period of time.

Sometimes I just want to go wild. But I never do. I can't explain why. Maybe it's because I have this image with just about everyone that I feel like I need to keep. But then again I am also allergic to and have low tolerance for alcohol and don't really want to push myself to see how far I can go.

So I guess I will just have to live through other people's drunken states. And enjoy the buzzed state I go through just from drinking wine coolers. Ha. So weak.