Berkeley was never a happy place for me. From my first failed "relationship" to never happy roommate situations every single year. And yet I keep tricking myself by thinking it will be better the next year. And it never is. And now I find myself back in the dumps.
I'm getting so tired of drama. Drama after drama. My life is just filled with drama. And as much as I want to forget about the past, the past will never leave me. If I stay in Berkeley anymore, I will only be continually haunted by my wretched past. I seriously need to leave this place.
But I cannot just leave right now. My work is not done yet. The only thing left keeping me sane is my work. And I will not desert it. So, despite all my unhappiness here, I will fight. I will stay strong. Just one more year. And then I will leave this horrible place and not turn back. Because there is nothing here left for me. Not even a single friend (barely).
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